Random Thoughts! v2.0

[ThyDarkAngel]

Thank you all.

Tomorrow that ends, but today I still have a roof above my head.
After spending 10 hours in a state of depressed slumber I will try to make the best of it.

Circa 40 euros might not take me to the local whorehouse to marry a beautiful wench for a night nor get a bottle of (fine) absynthe to drown my problems in that emerald ocean without end. But I'm hoping to buy me a decent meal and go see the best late night session the local cinema is showing.

Hugs, everyone.

[MiTT3NZ]

Sell everything you own that you don't need. The stuff that brings you joy, shit with sentimental value, none of that matters anymore. You're in survival mode now, and moping isn't gonna help you one bit. Food, hygiene, and clean clothes are your top priorities aside from finding a job. Nobody's gonna hire someone who smells like shit or in constant pain from hunger.

Tell me where you live n I'll help to find you a job. All I need is your CV (resume), and your contact details. I'll act on your behalf as your "representative". How much is your stuff worth altogether? I'm talking anything and everything you've got. I'll defo help you, I can help you, but you've gotta get over your little slump of depression, dig deep, and put in as much effort as humanly possible. I'm not talking what you consider effort, I mean twice, thrice, ten times as much.

[ThyDarkAngel]

I only have a Wii, three games and a small CRT tv these days (minus clothing).
I did all that in the past.

[MiTT3NZ]

Are you posting via your Wii?

[ThyDarkAngel]

No, roomate pc (without permission too, sorry man).

[MiTT3NZ]

Are you on good terms with your parents?

[ThyDarkAngel]

Thrown out of the house when I was 18.
I suspect my mother or my brother might have stole a check from me that was recently sent to their adress.

Yeah, I'm not, and I have to say the same for the rest of my family (that I barely know).

[MiTT3NZ]

Then kiss arse, do anything to make it right, and if they don't have you back, sleep on the front, sleep in the garage, shed, whatever they have. Like I said, survival mode. Dignity, self esteem, you can wave goodbye to them now until you're back on your feet. Live off cheap arse tins of soup, cheapest food you can find. Spend no money you come across on anything that you'd consider fun. Food, hygiene and a bed. That's it.

Trust me, I've almost been in your position but managed to make amends to get a roof over my head. I still couldn't afford anything but food and leeched off someone's internet without em knowing to keep on top of job searching.

Break the law (to an extent), commit fraud, do anything. If you can get hold of a monthly payment catalogue account, order as much expensive shit as possible with no intent of paying it back, and just sell it. Fuck the world, coz your survival is the most important thing right now, and any morals you hold dear mean nothing.

You can get out of this, you just need to be smart and devious about it.

[ThyDarkAngel]

I need to log off in a bit.

Thanks for caring, Mittz.
I will try to send you my CV tonight if I can get a hold of this pc or in the next couple of days from a local library or net caffe.

Be warned, it's a really poor, working class one, both in academic terms and job related.

Are you such a hot shot you could pull strings even in Portugal?

Big hug, mate.

Whatever happens you're as cool as you try to sound, at least in my book.

[MiTT3NZ]

Try to sound? Anyway, just lie on your CV. Places rarely do checks. I'll start posting it around as soon as you send it to me.

[ThyDarkAngel]

Then kiss arse, do anything to make it right, and if they don't have you back, sleep on the front, sleep in the garage, shed, whatever they have. Like I said, survival mode. Dignity, self esteem, you can wave goodbye to them now until you're back on your feet. Live off cheap arse tins of soup, cheapest food you can find. Spend no money you come across on anything that you'd consider fun. Food, hygiene and a bed. That's it.

Trust me, I've almost been in your position but managed to make amends to get a roof over my head. I still couldn't afford anything but food and leeched off someone's internet without em knowing to keep on top of job searching.

Break the law (to an extent), commit fraud, do anything. If you can get hold of a monthly payment catalogue account, order as much expensive shit as possible with no intent of paying it back, and just sell it. Fuck the world, coz your survival is the most important thing right now, and any morals you hold dear mean nothing.

You can get out of this, you just need to be smart and devious about it.

It's hard for me to do this last part, 'cause I know of a guy that's in jail right now for doing just that via fake credits.

I've been homeless for about 3 years in the past (18-21 years of age).
I know a little something about surviving but... I don't know, I'm lacking the will and the fact I'm not seeing anywhere else to turn right now nor what I can't possibly do is taking it's tool. Maybe it's also 'cause I'm older now. I don't know...

Sorry everyone for taking this much place with all this drama.
To compensate you I give you a funny story.
When I was homeless I won a Gamecube and got a second hand Phantasy Star Online Eps 1 and 2.
I had 'set camp' in the middle of a pinewood and I invested the little money I had on buying a shitload of extensions to grab electricity from a vacancy house nearby.
I played more than 300 hours of PSO Eps 1 and 2 like that.
How cool is that?
Well worth all the lame talk, yeah? :p

[ThyDarkAngel]

Try to sound? Anyway, just lie on your CV. Places rarely do checks. I'll start posting it around as soon as you send it to me.

Will send you if I can.

I was just kidding with the 'try' part, just trying to lighten the mood.

[MiTT3NZ]

Harsh as it sounds, Jail = Roof, Food, and Hygiene. Besides that, if you're homeless, they'll never find you. You can fake details too.

[ThyDarkAngel]

^You're a naughty, naughty boy.

I'm sure you're personal path to glory is filled with dead bodies.

Joking.

Breaking the 'law', or at least what I make of the law, is a step to far for me, as lame as that may be.

Obviously I understand what you mean and I agree with what you say, to an extend, but some strange sense of dignity may very well be the last thing I can hold dear.

[ThyDarkAngel]

I really have to go, before I'm caught with the pc.
Last thing I need is more drama...


If some of you can, have me in your thoughts, I believe in silly stuff like that.

See you around, gentlemen.