Just got back from getting free Doritos Tacos at Taco Bell. My dad gave me his too! He is too nice.
The deal was if a base was stolen during the world series everyone in America would get a free Doritos Taco and today was the day they were doing it 2-6. Thank you Angel Pagan of the San Francisco Giants.
Part of this is the percoset talking. But fuck I'm happy. Happier than just winning the super bowl and having a 3 some..ok not that happy.
Mainly because I got it so good. Ok yes I have health issues. But that turned out for the best in the long run anyway. I can finally while financially tight. Still have room for comfort and to breath. never had that. The simple feeling of a normal everyday activity of in my pajamas not making a ritual about getting dressed hoping I have money just to get some lunch. Without thinking twice about it. Simple things like this I was deprived of for years so things people take for granted I love. I have a great place. I can finally have some normality in my life. Even if small. Going out much more often. Having nice things. Can buy my mom some gifts and for the first time in ages. Xmas shop for my family. It's such a great feeling. I may take this for granted soon enough. ATM tho I'm basking in it. I'd be a fool to get depressed now.
KiBa wrote: Please keep taking whatever pills you're on.
Haha. Still that was genuine in what I said finally have a small sense of normality in my life. I remember in 2008 any time I would walk down the street with all the shops. I had 8$ in my bank account for several months. 8$ that's it. I would look in the window and see people eating or buying a coffee. Just a simple purchase with no worry. Even when I was later working the most I would have in my account was like 100$. So I never had the small but simple luxury of that feeling. In fact a movie I loved watching was Pursuit of Happyness. That scene where someone borrowed 5$ from him and how freaked out he was. I was there. Now my story does no end with millions. Or even a lot of money. It does however have a stable income. Also enough to just feel ok. That's one of the best feelings I ever had.