by KiBa » Tue Oct 30, 2012 1:50 pm
I've been awake for 42 hours now, the longest I have ever been awake. Other people seem to be able to last longer, but already I am hallucinating and trembling. Things flash into my periphery, and sometimes I can get a good look in surprising detail. It's quite an experience. Memory fades almost immediately, so I cannot recall exactly what I'm doing, and I feel like I'm constantly dreaming. There is very real doubt as to whether I am hallucinating or not at every moment. The line between reality and imagination sort of progressively fades. Judgement is severely damaged. I make quick decisions without weighing consequences, or if I do, I forget what I'm doing. All in all, it's a very strange sensation. I cannot fall asleep, like I passed a threshold and my body doesn't want to relax, even though everything feels numb and in slow motion.
That is all I have to report, Ma'am.