Confession
Posted: Mon Jul 27, 2015 2:22 pmThis is a must read. Pure dedication and time has been put in this dear post directed towards everyone part of the Shenmue Dojo family.
I have thought very hard, here in this silent room to recollect all my thoughts. I am here to confess of my "crimes" and so hereby, I have mocked everyone and have made all members part of Shenmue Dojo feel very angry and I surely had "gone over the limit". Call it mood swings or whatever, Instances had me saying bad things about someone, getting banned the next moment and just begging for forgiveness (like I am now) to come back to this forum but now I sincerly ask you to gain my recognition and for all of us to just settle down after a tight throwback of difficult times and the dark, not-so-funny mockery I have created. Peter, Henry, Giorgio, Sonoshee, BlueMue. All the moderators, I respect you with my upmost dumb 15 year old heart. You clean up the forums , yet I caused the wreckage that I did and judged all of you with mundane names I called you. No Henry, you are not a American drug dealer, No Peter,Ireland is great. I just want to saty safe now, and change because people can change.
So I did first join here in September 2014 under the stupid username as "Ride The Tiger" because it was Akira's main theme in VF2. I was alright as to how I was behaving until I started ranting over retarded reasons such as why Final Fantasy shouldn't be played by Shenmue fans. Real stupid, and I know it now. Shenmue fans can play anything. I was so immature beyond extent. I then came back as Brosauce and did exactly the same but this time even worse, like a goddamn bastard. (Sorry for the language)After that my ban for Brosauce got me so pissed and so I continued to create accounts (pretending to be other people) so that I cold stay at the Dojo, dumb idea, I know.
With those accounts however, I still failed to portray humane behaviour so of course I'd get my teenage ass banned again, getting me more and more frustrated which is purely the reason why I backlashed at them as I did not so long ago. In fact, it was about 5 days ago. I would be creating topics just for attention as well applying stylish avatars and a set profile build "to look cool" Peter knows this very well too. (Sorry man)
I give you impeccable Respect for dealing with me at past times.
So with the conspiracy that I am not who I say I am.. It is very true who I am. I am honestly 15 years old and a Shenmue fan because of my brother. (lets ditch the British-Asian talk, goddamit south carmain lol) Why didint my brother join the forum? I have no clue. I love Shenmue and play it, well until my house being rebuilt has stopped me.
I am using a mobile phone to post if you didin't know.
So it's quite difficult, indeed.
With the most ultimate thing in existance (Shenmue 3) coming, I would just really love to post here and there regarding Shenmue related stuff and some off topic things, keeping it cool and not getting overhand whilst getting banned ever again. You guys have my I.P adress so I seriously don't want to get banned on this username too, that would suck too much. It's way too special to me, my Counter Strike username.
I think that this is one of the most greatest forums to ever be created, because Shenmue FTW! And the members here are so passionate and the gullible banter due to their great sense of humour. I would love to thank Yama for such a brilliant forum, such dedication put towards the Shenmue Dojo website too! Haha
My promise is to you; to be on my best behaviour. I am only 15 years old for heaven's sake with undoubtly much to learn a grow out from so my posts will not even matter much but it's great to join a loving community and share my thoughts. I aspire you guys, such badass characters. I will dedicate myself and not post meaningless topics, but only important or good. All I am asking is for one more chance, one more chance at Dojo. Thanks for taking the time to read the post, thank you. I am very certain this thread will be deleted with me banned especially Peter doing it. Please. Give me the last chance.
Edit* Look at how many times I've edited this gigantic post, man I am really getting desperate now..
I have thought very hard, here in this silent room to recollect all my thoughts. I am here to confess of my "crimes" and so hereby, I have mocked everyone and have made all members part of Shenmue Dojo feel very angry and I surely had "gone over the limit". Call it mood swings or whatever, Instances had me saying bad things about someone, getting banned the next moment and just begging for forgiveness (like I am now) to come back to this forum but now I sincerly ask you to gain my recognition and for all of us to just settle down after a tight throwback of difficult times and the dark, not-so-funny mockery I have created. Peter, Henry, Giorgio, Sonoshee, BlueMue. All the moderators, I respect you with my upmost dumb 15 year old heart. You clean up the forums , yet I caused the wreckage that I did and judged all of you with mundane names I called you. No Henry, you are not a American drug dealer, No Peter,Ireland is great. I just want to saty safe now, and change because people can change.
So I did first join here in September 2014 under the stupid username as "Ride The Tiger" because it was Akira's main theme in VF2. I was alright as to how I was behaving until I started ranting over retarded reasons such as why Final Fantasy shouldn't be played by Shenmue fans. Real stupid, and I know it now. Shenmue fans can play anything. I was so immature beyond extent. I then came back as Brosauce and did exactly the same but this time even worse, like a goddamn bastard. (Sorry for the language)After that my ban for Brosauce got me so pissed and so I continued to create accounts (pretending to be other people) so that I cold stay at the Dojo, dumb idea, I know.
With those accounts however, I still failed to portray humane behaviour so of course I'd get my teenage ass banned again, getting me more and more frustrated which is purely the reason why I backlashed at them as I did not so long ago. In fact, it was about 5 days ago. I would be creating topics just for attention as well applying stylish avatars and a set profile build "to look cool" Peter knows this very well too. (Sorry man)
I give you impeccable Respect for dealing with me at past times.
So with the conspiracy that I am not who I say I am.. It is very true who I am. I am honestly 15 years old and a Shenmue fan because of my brother. (lets ditch the British-Asian talk, goddamit south carmain lol) Why didint my brother join the forum? I have no clue. I love Shenmue and play it, well until my house being rebuilt has stopped me.
I am using a mobile phone to post if you didin't know.
So it's quite difficult, indeed.With the most ultimate thing in existance (Shenmue 3) coming, I would just really love to post here and there regarding Shenmue related stuff and some off topic things, keeping it cool and not getting overhand whilst getting banned ever again. You guys have my I.P adress so I seriously don't want to get banned on this username too, that would suck too much. It's way too special to me, my Counter Strike username.
I think that this is one of the most greatest forums to ever be created, because Shenmue FTW! And the members here are so passionate and the gullible banter due to their great sense of humour. I would love to thank Yama for such a brilliant forum, such dedication put towards the Shenmue Dojo website too! Haha
My promise is to you; to be on my best behaviour. I am only 15 years old for heaven's sake with undoubtly much to learn a grow out from so my posts will not even matter much but it's great to join a loving community and share my thoughts. I aspire you guys, such badass characters. I will dedicate myself and not post meaningless topics, but only important or good. All I am asking is for one more chance, one more chance at Dojo. Thanks for taking the time to read the post, thank you. I am very certain this thread will be deleted with me banned especially Peter doing it. Please. Give me the last chance.
Edit* Look at how many times I've edited this gigantic post, man I am really getting desperate now..
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