To my family, and thank God i am blessed with the fortunes that i have in my life.
I woke up this morning and in my hungoverness state i sat and opened my presents from my family. We are not exactly the richest of folk at the moment, so i knew not to expect much. But even what i got was less than i ever got before, and way even below my lowest expectations. I got some cheap clothes from primark / pennys, some fake body spray and shower gel, a pair of socks, paco rabanne aftershave, and a ben Sherman watch from my auntie.
For a while i sat in silence, smiling at everyone else, when really inside i was so pissed off at what i had got from my family, considering the fact that i spent the abundance of £300 on them. I got my dad a DVD recorder, that certainly do not come cheap in this day and age, i got my mum an expensive vacuum cleaner, and my sister a new camera/video/pay and go phone. I saved hard this year, and since i didnt have a girlfriend to spend it all on, i decided to spend it all on my family.
But as the next hour went on, i realised what a selfish bastard i was. What right did i have to feel pissed off, just because i didnt recieve what i gave? That isnt what Christmas is all about. I seen the smiles on my mum, dad and sisters faces with their gifts, and i realised how happy i had made them. I realised that there are also people out there not as close to their families as i was this morning, and even people like my ex girlfriend (even though i hate her guts!) who dont even have a full family, due to a scuicide last year.
With this in mind, id like to say firstly thank God for what i have to call a family. They put a house over my head and a turkey on the table for Christmas dinner. They look after me and lovingly call me son, as i lovingly call them mother and father. I love my family and i would like to thank God for giving me the best Christmas present i have ever recieved....
a realisation of just how lucky i am.